Blog-Faith-Sept12,2006

After that amazing day, Mike and I decided to hike up to a temple that overlooks the town.

I've had a lot on my mind lately. My nightmares have returned at an alarming and ever increasing intensity, leaving me feeling a constant sense of foreboding for the future. I've been thinking a lot about family. Mike's family was so nice to me in Adelaide and I can tell that Ghita misses her mother so much. I thought that this journey would bring me closer to my family, or at least help me to find out who I am and where I came from but all it seems to be doing is introducing me to people who see the same visions as me. These people have families of their own who love them and care about them. Who do I have?

(video - see transcription below)

I know that you guys in Seattle are like my family, but there's still this empty hole in my heart without my parents. To not even know who they are… I came here to bring myself closer to them, and I just feel even more lost. You guys out there have been so helpful to me, but this is one problem that I feel no one can fix.